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Name: what's in a name
Gender: Female
Interests: finding a man who'll love me for me [[check mark]]..... art. autumn. beta fish. black. bubbles. buddha. cafes. candles. chai tea lattes. chocolate. cities @ night. clothes. compassion. computers. concerts. cuddling. dandelions. dreams. dried flowers. emotion. equality. escapades. euchre. eyeliner. eyes. fairies. fireflies. fishnets. friends. a full moon. getting mail. graveyards. gummies. halloween. hands. hugs. imagination. incense. inside jokes. japan. jewlery. jones soda. kissing. kittens. laughing. lawn gnomes. lip gloss. loving & being loved. lyrics. making people smile. mentalities. meditation. memories. movies. music. nature. night. novels. open-minds. partying. photography. poetry. puppies. quilts. rain. ravens. ring pops. road trips. romance. root-beer floats. roses. safety pins. searching for that special someone. shakespeare. sharpies. sleeping. smell of rain. spring. stars. storms. sunsets. tea. thinking. wandering aimlessly. web design. wishing. words. writing. xang
Expertise: photography, web design & graphic design.
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
8/25/2005
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| I truly appreciate Xanga for allowing me a place to not only vent, but to record, in a way, a timeline of years past. Every reread blog entry offers me a little glimpse of who I was & where emotionally & in mentality I was when I wrote them. A roller coaster of extreme highs & extreme lows, strengths & weaknesses, people & experiences, moments that I might not otherwise remember. The bits & pieces that fit together in some twisted unforeseen way that have helped to forge who I am today.
Revisiting my old blog has often helped me to refocus when I'm feeling stressed. Allowing myself to relive certain things & to realize how far I've come makes it so much easier to let the trivial things go; To hold onto & appreciate the lessons I've learned by having no regrets; To be grateful for the little things, the people in my life, the simplicity of being healthy & alive, & all the happiness in my life.
Now, to put an end to one chapter & open the doors for another:
I married the most wonderful man in the world & we've recently moved our furry family to a smaller town, away from lost & bitter people in the city we both grew up, where people seem genuine & the air smells clean. It's a fresh start & another adventure begins.. | | |
| Life is beautiful. It's truely astounding, all the bullshit one goes through before finding the one thing that simply makes it all so meaningless. I am happy. I never thought I'd feel this way, let alone be able to truthfully state it. All the hurt & negativity, as real as it is & has been, means so little now. The way he supports my decisions, his tender kisses, the way he looks at me, & the things he says, the passion & honesty of it all cushions the bad & all is good, simply put. The complexity of life, the stress, & anxiety are barely there. It all seems so simple now. I love it. I love him. He makes this world, my life, amazing. I love you Casey. <3 | | |
| things have been crazy hectic & i've not updated in a long time.. the mustang drove off a 3 foot cliff, with a little accidental help.. i bought a new, fast car that seems mostly reliable.. there was a house fire & we're now living out of a hotel.. i got my hair perminately straightened & then dyed, loving it.. 2 days before V-Day i became single once again & i'm enjoying it.. i got hired in full time & can now afford to look for a place all to myself.. simple update. things have been stressful, but at the same time it's a fresh start.
there's nothing i can do but smile, the world keeps on turning afterall. ;) | | |
| far too much to think about.. i've been working too much. bleh. | | |
| ooooo i can't believe who i ran into. i love coincidence. *fingers crossed* | | |
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